Sometimes I feel like God allows you to go through seasons of life that you literally cannot describe. Words escape you, you can't quite pinpoint your feelings, when you go to describe it- you are literally speechless. During times like that, I feel like God is saying, "umm no, you need to grow through this, you can't share just yet." So a literal fog kinda comes over you, and it's impossible to lift it on your own.
That's how I have felt for a better part of the last year, foggy. There were many times I have tried to sit down and write it all out, just express myself, say screw it and type it. But literally nothing came out, and what did made absolutely no sense.
For about the last 2 weeks or so, the urge to write again has been heavy. I feel like I have a lot to share, from old memories, to current memories with the girls, to planting and starting a brand new church, to what God has taught me through it all.
At one point I thought about "rebranding" myself and this blog. But then I realized that's silly, I started this blog for myself, as selfish as that sounds, it's true. I started it when I was a new mom, and truthfully, I was lonely and needed an outlet. I also realized as a new mom, I needed a place to write down and share all the little things my kids did and are doing, and what life was like back in 2008. And that's how this blog will stay.
So whether one person reads this, or 100, this ye little space on the Internet will remain the same; faith, family, fun, and some food thrown in there, too.